"Self Sustaining Reason Intercept (v2)" genre: Goth
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	Welcome to my nightmare, a dark, chaotic ramble through my shattered psyche, written while experiencing an actual mental breakdown, in part precipitated by the events of 9/11.
	Credits: Purity_Control
	Story Behind the Song I wrote this around Sept / Oct 2001 when I was very down and completely out of it on Citalopram (US brand name Celexa, an antidepressant that was giving me some fairly unpleasant side effects, as well as difficulty in facing some of my personal demons. Lyrics Sometimes I feel so lonely Sometimes I feel so afraid When the things that I want are the things that elude me so Now my head is in my hands I can't even masturbate myself You took my hatred when you took my reason And now you're back for something else Sometimes I'm alienated Sometimes I'm outside in the rain When the things that I want become the things that have been Now my head is in my hands I can't even sulk by myself You took my pain when you took my motive And now you're back for something else Can you laugh?/Can you cry?/Can you think? She's lost it, she's bonkers, she's gone off the rails All dressd up in pink with little details She waits in the dark for the mosters to get her She'd cry if she could but the mood elevators won't let her...

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