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CD: Another Creative Indiscreet Dream(2002)
Label: Prozac Enterprises
Credits: Music: Zinn/Potter...Beats: Thomas...Lyrics: Martin |
Story Behind the Song
This song is about Beau's devastating break up with his high school girlfriend....Beau found his girlfriend cheating on him at by a lake, and on the car ride home, the thoughts of killing himself by driving off the road entered his mind, instead of that fate, he wrote this poem.....Ironically, this song follows "Put to Sleep" by Victor Zinn on the EP "Another Creative Indiscreet Dream" which is almost exactly about the exact some thing...Victor thinking about killing himself over his girlfriend on a drive home....I'm not making this up...Also, Beau used to take this song pretty seriously, Graham and Victor sometimes made fun of his lyrics just to fuck around, and Beau once chewed them out hardcore for doing so.....This song is also the first song ever play by on a mainstream radio station, on a local show....
Lyrics
I cannot smile
You sorrowfully ripped it away
But obiously you care not
For my feelings or my love
That I bring to you again
I will allways love you
Ashamed, its my curse
What to go on to is nothing, and to have
nobody is relentless in this game of love
So shine on and outlive my trust, cause
blankets of depression will continue in me
Why smile when you will be let down
Why love when it will be thrown back in your
face like it ment nothing
Why be happy since its so hard to stay that way
Why live if it is full of sorrow and heartbreak
Why hide it when you know it wont go away
Why trust when it will be broken
Why carry on with life when you want so badly to die
So I ask you again who can you love someone and then
then throw it all away
Is there a meaning to this sorrow laughter
Or is it all bullshit and life means nothing
I have tried to outlive her failures
By coping with her problems and her lovers
But nothing can compare to the pain I have felt
I love her, but why is it so hard
Is it cause I cling to everyone
Is it cause she was my first real love
Is it cause I am a real-life sucka
Im assuming that I will have to
experience this over and over again to truly
understand the reason
I guess its all part of the process of
falling in love and getting let down
So let it rain on me all day
Cause I cant take the pain
And I will allways seach for the reason
to live in this hollow world
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