Lyrics
I'm that same old sucka that you always knew
With nothing to prove, nothing to lose, nowhere to move
Cause I'm stuck and I'm screwed, the choices that I make
Are the wrong ones to choose, that means their all mistakes
And my angst isn't fake It's all just self-inflicted
I might be gifted But my minds still shifted
My thoughts are still out of line
But my time is winding down, you can see it in my eyes
See it in my tears when I cry when I lie
When I just want to lay down and die
Self-control is my worst enemy
I can't hold on to all that's dear to me
My only vices are every single thing
My best advice is to stay away from me
My only vices are every single thing
My best advice is to stay away from ME...
Just stay away from ME...
When I walk down the street, all I feel beneath my feet
No pain, no love, just the hard concrete
And I seek to bleed myself of all my imperfections
All of the rejections, all my misconceptions
All my lost conviction, all I feel is friction
From the pressure up and down, left and right in all directions
I just can't shake this lack of motivation
All I feel is disappointment no admiration
No matter how hard I try I can't brake the thought
That I won't amount to anything and my heads all wrong
And along with that I got these insecurities
Depressional feelings about my personal being
But I won't cash in cause it's just not me
I refuse to lose be cause I just won't be
Another, hopeless case, another, nameless face
Another, piece of space in the, human race
Hopefully I'll make the change
And rearrange my life so I don't feel misplaced
Hopefully I'll make the change
And rearrange my life so I don't feel misPLACED...
So I don't feel misPLACED...
If you see me turn the other way
Cause that dark cloud behind me isn't the shade
It's my past mistakes all my heartache
All the things I bring when I step to the plate
My mistakes there all my own, my mistakes there all my own
My mistakes they brake the mold, MY MISTAKES...
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