Story Behind the Song
It should be self explanatory.
Lyrics
First there was me; an island in the sea
By myself I would sit, contemplating what could be
All alone, but who cares, whether no one else was there?
But no man is an island; I wish they’d let me be
For you see, for so long isolation’s all I had
Never knowing other people, but it wasn’t all so bad
Just myself, and my songs: What I needed to get by
Then along came a girl, now I’m trying to survive
Can I survive?
I’m barely alive
Why is life so hard?
Will she stay?
Or will she go?
I don’t…
Know what is going on in my head
I wish I could live out my life in a bed
It’s all a bad dream, I wish somebody would wake me
Why did she have to mentally rape me?
Maybe for once I had finally found it,
Though I had lived all my life without it
For a short time I had happiness
But now my life is really a mess
We had some good times, maybe finally life was right
I heard cries of a baby; it was music that I liked
I thought we would be happy, and then baby would make three
Then there was only two, and then one, and that’s me
She’s still here, but really gone
Right out of my life
“We will be friends”, she said
What a…
Line that she gave me
The line that she said
She said that she still wants to be friends
Is she so messed up she really believes it?
How can I tell if she really means it?
Am I the next in a series of many?
Saving up men, like shinny pennies?
Or does she want something I have?
I’m losing my mind I’ve finally gone mad
Know what is going on in my head
I wish I could live out my life in a bed
It’s all a bad dream, I wish somebody would wake me
Why did she have to mentally rape me?
Maybe for once I had finally found it,
Though I had lived all my life without it
For a short time I had happiness
But now my life is really a mess
I gave her my love I gave her my heart
Only to be thrown on the cart
My mind is fogged, my mind is hazy
This thing called love is driving me crazy
I don’t have the strength to tell her to leave
I wish I could tell her to set me free
I want to find something to ease the pain
Maybe a bullet right through my brain
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