"Myself Deceived" genre: Heavy Metal
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	When you try and fool yourself into believing in a God that you really don't believe in just to appease someone else...
	Credits: All words and music by Eric W. Aittala
	Lyrics There’s something I need to confess This burden hangs heavy on my chest I admit I am a fraud Never believing in your God And I can’t go on living this façade I never felt the way you felt Never praying at the alter at which I knelt A show of devotion so genuine Evil residing in angels’ skin But you only saw a soul untouched by sin I sought conviction in your divinity But in return I only offered my blasphemy I wanted so much to believe That I almost had myself deceived I tried to grasp your holy conviction But I found it nothing more than a sick addiction Couldn’t understand what it was all about So I pretended to be so devout But I was always searching for a way out I sought conviction in your divinity But in return I only offered my blasphemy I wanted so much to believe That I almost had myself deceived Couldn’t go on playing this charade I wanted to tell you but I was too afraid You don’t know how hard I tried From keeping you from seeing my dark side But the evil part of me would no longer hide I sought conviction in your divinity But in return I only offered my blasphemy I wanted so much to believe That I almost had myself deceived

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