Story Behind the Song
I call this my song for Agoraphobics. It's about a guy who shuts himself off from the outside world and can only dream of having a normal life. In a way it's about me and mu Agoraphobia/Panic Syndrome days.
Like most of my music it wrote itself. The recording went quickly as well. It also shows off my 10 string guitar finger style technique.
Lyrics
Sometimes I feel like running away,
Sometimes I feel like I'd rather stay,
Why can't I make up my mind? I don't know,
Whay can't I just decide and let go?
I'd rather stay home where it's safe,
And let my life keep slipping away.
I sit alone in my room every night,
I reads my books in the dim candle light,
And dream of having some great adventure,
Each day I wake would be a pleasure,
So I daydream every day,
And let my life keep slipping away.
BRIDGE
I lve my life in a fantasy haze,
Where nothing real can dampen my days,
I don't care what they say,
I live my life in my own way..
And every time that I let someone in,
They break my heart and I'm hurt again,
Why do I keep on trying? I don't know,
Why son't I just give up and let go?
Why do I sit here every day,
And let my life keep slipping away?
BRIDGE
Repeat first verse
Why can't I make up my mind? I don't know,
Whay can't I just decide and let go?
Why do I keep on trying? I don't know,
Why son't I just give up and let go?
(repeat and fade out)
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