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"p e l i c a g n o s i s (p a r t s 1-4)" | genre: Abstract | |
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PELICAGNOSIS literally means "The mind of Christ". All of us seek the truth of what the defination of reality.
This opus will be your short escape from our mechanical and anthrocentric world.
May the mind of Christ be your guide as you let yourself fall into this aural bed of deep sombiance.
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Label: Dieiatra Etc./Crashed Satellite
Credits: Jobe |
Story Behind the Song
absent words...
how many absent words have there been
did you see that night
the fire fell on us
remind me what i didn't want to know
those things i thought would bring me death
those thoughts that filled my heart
that broke it open
i was naked
i forgot it was pure
rain fell yesterday
heart was beating yesterday
forgot it was there
was the invitation offered
merely a courtesy not intended for me
a small part of the huge nothing that exists
all my world is made of is a lie
nothing told to me stands as truth
i do not live in the
world you told me existed
you told me what you thought it was
the tiny part you saw then closed the door
expectations created cannot be met
yet continue to be taught as truth
am only seen when you desire me... where you go i continue to wait
sharpness of reality
blocking out the call for desire
replaced by ambition
a call...
how do i answer
so faint yet all i hear
[july 25th]
where did you leave off and why have you been gone so long? the lilies of the field? where do we get these ideas for these battles that only further us. man in an attempt to find order where there appears to be none, only he is just beyond understanding and is attemping to create his own truth. to fight for the truth he made and let it rule him.
[july 29th]
is there anywhere left where you have not been where you have not destroyed? don't
lose me i am holding onto the ledge. is it falling or letting go that i seek?
is my world the same as the one i am looking at. hidden ugliness behind a veil of
togetherness. do i look as i ought? and act as who i am?
[august 4th]
how many times are we allowed to repeat moments... how is it chosen what wrongs
you'll be given a chance to correct?
[august 16th]
fragile sun
rely on me
i carry you through all
nothing remains, thoughts disapear
you are all that is left
out of the nothing i have been given
i failed even then
how can i not with you
there is nothing in me, no response left
all buried with the one who stole it
forgiveness lacking
truth never existed only what you want to believe
nothing to see beyond this view
falls back upon itself NOTHING
the great nothing that keeps me up
the nothing that destroys you
sober anger
dream
test days = windtunnels
for love?
[august 25th]
one tear hits the stone
all others dry inside
whatever was expected to be found
is now becoming overgrown,
reality of pain erases all other forms
passion exists in brief overwhelming moments
where nothing is out of order
as the blue of my eyes continues to fade
until you are found...
[august 28th]
to much pain
all i want is interest taken
i took it but never recieced there was
always more lacking in me
nothing left here
empty eyes staring back...
[writings by elise ivie]
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