"p e l i c a g n o s i s (p a r t s 1-4)" genre: Abstract
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	PELICAGNOSIS literally means "The mind of Christ". All of us seek the truth of what the defination of reality. This opus will be your short escape from our mechanical and anthrocentric world. May the mind of Christ be your guide as you let yourself fall into this aural bed of deep sombiance.
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	Story Behind the Song absent words... how many absent words have there been did you see that night the fire fell on us remind me what i didn't want to know those things i thought would bring me death those thoughts that filled my heart that broke it open i was naked i forgot it was pure rain fell yesterday heart was beating yesterday forgot it was there was the invitation offered merely a courtesy not intended for me a small part of the huge nothing that exists all my world is made of is a lie nothing told to me stands as truth i do not live in the world you told me existed you told me what you thought it was the tiny part you saw then closed the door expectations created cannot be met yet continue to be taught as truth am only seen when you desire me... where you go i continue to wait sharpness of reality blocking out the call for desire replaced by ambition a call... how do i answer so faint yet all i hear [july 25th] where did you leave off and why have you been gone so long? the lilies of the field? where do we get these ideas for these battles that only further us. man in an attempt to find order where there appears to be none, only he is just beyond understanding and is attemping to create his own truth. to fight for the truth he made and let it rule him. [july 29th] is there anywhere left where you have not been where you have not destroyed? don't lose me i am holding onto the ledge. is it falling or letting go that i seek? is my world the same as the one i am looking at. hidden ugliness behind a veil of togetherness. do i look as i ought? and act as who i am? [august 4th] how many times are we allowed to repeat moments... how is it chosen what wrongs you'll be given a chance to correct? [august 16th] fragile sun rely on me i carry you through all nothing remains, thoughts disapear you are all that is left out of the nothing i have been given i failed even then how can i not with you there is nothing in me, no response left all buried with the one who stole it forgiveness lacking truth never existed only what you want to believe nothing to see beyond this view falls back upon itself NOTHING the great nothing that keeps me up the nothing that destroys you sober anger dream test days = windtunnels for love? [august 25th] one tear hits the stone all others dry inside whatever was expected to be found is now becoming overgrown, reality of pain erases all other forms passion exists in brief overwhelming moments where nothing is out of order as the blue of my eyes continues to fade until you are found... [august 28th] to much pain all i want is interest taken i took it but never recieced there was always more lacking in me nothing left here empty eyes staring back... [writings by elise ivie]

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