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a discription of a bipolar existence... the self questioning, pushing for more but falling short, trying your all and failing and then trying agian. |
CD: relative self titled full length.
Label: Last Minute Records
Credits: written, recorded, and produced by relative |
Story Behind the Song
those of us who are plagued by darkness and manic depressive bipolor reality shifts know the content of this song intimately. Trying to be productive in moving along with your goals and changing the world is an even more difficult task behind the walls of these troubles.
Lyrics
Futile language expression, whats the point? Invisible ink linguistics; Feelings imprisoned in a prism. Cliché phrases and I know whats
best,I know what I need to do. Ive built this glorious cage that shines brighter each day. Why do I Have to ride the ride again? Why do I decide to ridethe ride again? Lost in fighting my dark perceptions (I see my own thoughts) looking for the light that once glistened. Why do I decide to ride the ride again? Guilt decays the last ounce of respect I had (I see my own faults) and I owe all of you all that I have (and I carry on) upswing, now teetering
(Ill rise above now) wish I could keep this constant feeling. Hooded insignificant, Feelings lost on time spent. Complex control; Reluctant, Laugh release. Phoney family photos from the last family guilt trip, wretched conversations with the socially inept. Third persons constant sarcastic laughter, glimpse of a slaughterd puppy in the mirror. I know I have to change, I tell myself that everyday. Nonexistant words; at least my hearts open. The emptiness is only expanding. Back and forth, back and forth; coming upon a blind approach, Limping on false hopes.
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