Story Behind the Song
This song wasn't modeled after any certain realtionship. It was just wrote about feeling out of place, and needing something to blame it on.
Lyrics
Hurts to think that its over for me,
I wanna sink into the ground for eternity,
I wanna change into what I was before,
I'll never change cause you hurt me,
to the CORE!
Now whats next, whats to come of all this,
Walking hexed with the memories of our kiss,
Thoughts are filled with times that we were together,
and I truely miss, all the times we were together, now,
I know, I'll never be the same,
I'm not a person I am just a name,
Its all over, and its never gonna change,
Oh please God, can you help me Change,
I'm all alone and I am feeling pretty down,
Nothing to be shown and nothing I have found,
Heard ya moved on and ya found another,
I guess you're really gone, I'll never find another, now,
(chorus)
I wanna be myself if you can understand,
Living in my own hell with a pen in my hand,
I just can't beleive what I have turned into,
I wanna leave and become some, one, new....
(CHORUS)
Why am I, goin insaine?
What you did was it worth the pain?
Maybe never know, Maybe someday,
I am alive theres nothing more I can say.
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