Story Behind the Song
"This song was written at a time when I was really sick of everything. Nothing was going right for me. I was in a constant state of anger. So I turned to my computer and spewed out this song. That was the release I needed."
Lyrics
Right now I'm Jeckyl less than Hyde.
I'm kinda twisted up inside.
The line to reason has been cut.
I want to smash I don't know what.
You ever feel this way my friend?
And is it ever gonna end?
It doesn't matter what you say.
There are no words to light the way.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to smash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to trash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to mess it up.
Yeah, yeah, just like me.
Nobody wants to be with me.
Nobody wants to let me be.
I can't explain the rage inside.
But you can see it in my eyes.
You wonder what to do with me?
Just lock me up and eat the key.
I know you want to ease my pain.
But let me tell you once again.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to smash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to trash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to mess it up.
Yeah, yeah, just like me.
Smash it up, smash it up.
Head-banging on the wall.
Smash it up, smash it up.
Harder and harder.
You wonder what to do with me?
Just lock me up and eat the key.
I know you want to ease my pain.
But let me tell you once again.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to smash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to trash it up.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I want to mess it up.
Yeah, yeah, just like me.
© G. Burgos, May 1996
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